Religionzoned

Back after a couple of days thinking of a sensible thing to post to. Unfortunately found none, with that boring life I have.

A few events here and there, nothing big. So random stuff yeah, my mind's too cluttered and just plain lazy to think of details to start off.

I just messaged a 'friend' of mine from another game, we had this thing happened and yeah. As much as boring again, my life is, I'm thinking of, maybe doing something worthwhile. Like getting serious courting her. I would wait. I could. I will change my life, just for this one girl that I will supposedly devote my life to.

I did ask her about it, coming up as a joke only but I'm dead serious about it. It started off okay, got rejected (I think. It must've been.) a couple of times, but hell, I don't care. As long as I could do it I will. Just to change her mind. Just for her to see.


After a couple of messages then later, I received it. The official blow. Though I know being in the friend zone has it's chances, in here there's no escape. I just got the letter inviting me to the religion zone. She said, that one must love her God first before her. Or that's what I think it is.

As an atheist, I really don't care that much with what my would be wife religion is, as long as it doesn't hinder our life too much. I just want somebody to live a life that would be worth it with me. I would gladly do my best just for it to make it happen. I could even argue with her (or not), as a freethinker, just so she would see what I'm seeing.

But no, that's just me forcing my freethinking to her throat. Or so I seem. I think that there's no other way around it. That's what she said.

And now I hereby welcome myself, to the Religionzone.

If you happen to read this, please, I'm begging you.

Stop. fucking. using. every. god. damn. smiley. as. punctuations. Goddamnit.

Almost a week lol

Haven't posted in a week, nothing done much. Still the same old boring routine, only more boring-er! LOL

Now currently addicted and possibly will be forever to:

Jennifer Lawrence!!!!!

I mean, she's gorgeous, awesome, funny, humble, smexy and wtf everything else. Just not asian. I could bear with that. <3

I am very aware of this fuckery

I could say I'm very oblivious to some things. Yup.

Emoticons that of a fourteen year old girl.

One thing that also ticks me off is the overusage of emoticons by other people. I mean, are you a pre-pubescent teenage girl who constantly uploads PiZap photos in Friendster for testimonials? Wait, that's for the jeje-speak or shit. But whatever.

Do we really mean that we share the same emotions as the emoticons that we use? I highly doubt it. Maybe others use it as the perfect clincher to end a conversation. I think that's fine. As long as you use it once and just after you've made your point. Not the fuck after every sentence.

I'm starting to visualize it with something like this:

"Hey :))"

"Last night was so dope, wasn't it? :))))"

I mean, o-tothefucking-kay, we get it! Either last night was fun or you're just really happy! A simple :) or :-) would be sufficient, but no. I guess it comes up to each and our differences in terms of this shit, but whatever. Still ticks me off. Everytime. 

A moment of disparity and shit.

Here's my tete-a-tete for the morning. Why the fucking fuck do I always get annoyed to someone who I had disagreements with. Everything they do and say, just ticks the fucking off of me. I wonder why.

But I guess it isn't their problem anymore. Maybe it's just me. I just can't let go that we have different views on different matters. I'm making it my problem. So here's my proposed solution to all of this drama shit:

Keep
calm
and
carry
the
fuck
on.


Yes. That would be it, even if they can't move on. Just carry on and shit. Why do I even have to care? I have a fucking body clock to fuck the work out. And I have run out of cereals for breakfast. Fuck this shit.

I wonder why I'm a fucking scatterbrain.

Hi there. It's a wonder you took interest in finding this little haven of mine. Well anyway.


So I wonder why do I get this feeling, that I'm always a little (well maybe not.) out of place where ever the hell I am. May be it in real life or in the web, I sometimes get the fucking stranger syndrome. I know I'm a little boring at times and uninteresting to talk to, yes, however I do try my best to keep up a conversation, though I always miserably fail at it. Maybe it's that.

Or maybe it's because I'm intended to be a lone wolf all the time. I do prefer being one, though to keep my sanity in check I do need a hell of a little socialism to keep it though. Ha.

Maybe they enjoy each others company. But why the fuck do I have to compare? Or maybe I should think that we're unique in each of our own ways. It's just theirs is as much interesting than mine. Almost EVERYBODY's ways is more interesting than mine.

Maybe I should stop thinking about things too much. Just keep calm, relax and keep in terms with everybody. Or maybe not.